I'm quite happy with myself... I have been without a smoke for an extended period now. I even went out with a smoker and while there was some passive smoking, I knocked back the one that I was offered. Needless to say, normally no smoking and training to do not go well for me. Today was an exception to the rule. I am getting better at this no smoking thing. I have been pleasant (normally) and personable (occasionally) of late. I'm actually finding myself more tolerable to deal with than I used to be.
Tomorrow is going to be the test. I am going to go off the patches. This will end one of two ways.
- They got it wrong. The apocalypse doesn't happen in October, it happens in April and starts in Melbourne, Australia.
- I realise that I can do this and my will power to be smoke free is stronger than my cravings.
I'm actually thinking that I should have asked for sponsorship to quit smoking. For every week that I go without a smoke, my sponsors donate an undecided amount of money to cancer research. That would have been smart to organise before deciding to quit.
Countdown until works end begins 7:00 am AEST tomorrow morning when I leave for work without my patch on. Lord have mercy on our souls.
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